How I Keep my S*** Together (as a Working Mom)

How I survive everyday as a working mom! Coffee, pilates, and baby snuggles plus prayer and perspective

Today marks one year since I officially launched Mommy: Home Manager and started life as a “mommy blogger.” I know that I’m a day late for #throwbackthursday, but I wanted to take a minute to throw it back to one of my very first blog posts after going live. This site is a lot of how to’s and lists, but this post is something different. This is my story, a peak into my life.

When I wrote this: I was having a rough morning that ended in a very humbling experience. I had just started a new job and was still getting a grasp on being a working mom. At the time, I didn’t think that it was the right path for me, and I felt like it wasn’t fair that I had to spend so much time away from my baby.

One year later: Overall, I have adjusted to life as a working mom. It’s who I am, and feels like a part of me. I am starting to get my career ambitions back and think about myself in addition to my family. My husband and I could not love our son more. Even though I now feel like I have my s*** together more often than not, there are still times that I lose it. I think we all do! When that happens, I try to just let it happen and then move on. We are all human, and no-one is super mom 24/7.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope that you can relate.

How I Keep My S*** Together

Being a working mom is hard. I think that every mom feels guilty about saying it out loud, but there are definitely days that I feel like I am barely able to keep it all together. Somehow we all find a way to push through and keep going for our families.

While I was doing research before writing this blog, I posted on Facebook asking for content suggestions. A dad friend suggested “Topic #1: How do you survive??”  and I responded “Coffee, Pilates, and baby snuggles.” It may sound silly, but those three simple things really do help keep me mentally healthy. Two more important ways that I keep myself motivated are prayer and perspective.

Let me tell you about the roller-coaster morning that I had.

This morning I took Peanut to my cousin’s house because our babysitter is unavailable this week, and he was kind enough to agree to help us out. I drove the half hour to his house without feeling put out because I was grateful that I have family members who are able to take care of my son for me. As I was parking, I realized that I never packed the container of formula that was sitting on our kitchen counter. Of all of the things to forget, formula was the worst one. Anything else, my son could do without or my cousin would have for his own baby.

I kept moving as I thought about what to do next, but the only option was to go get formula. I went into action mode – I quickly explained to my cousin, asked where I could go, and hastily handed him my baby before running out the door. I drove the short distance to the nearest grocery store. I went to the baby aisle, and did not find formula! I felt defeated and frustrated that I could do something so stupid as forget formula for my infant. I texted my husband to call his dad about dropping some off, and then asked a cashier just to make sure that I was looking in the right spot.

She told me that the store carries formula, but they have to keep it behind the counter because it is so frequently stolen. Talk about putting things into perspective.

I purchased the formula, took the container back to my cousin’s house, kissed my son, and left for work. I work in a very casual, understanding office, so I knew that running late was not a big deal. In the end, I made it to work just a few minutes after my start time and everything is just fine.

 

A few times during this experience, I really wanted to just cry. I started to think about how I wouldn’t have to deal with things like this if I didn’t have to work. Sometimes, I really resent that I don’t have the option to stay at home with my son. Then I remind myself why I work so hard. I work hard so that my family can have the materialistic things that help us to live well. I work hard so that we can afford to take trips and make memories down the road. Most importantly, I work hard to set a good example for my son. I want to teach him that hard work and faith will be rewarded.

All of that being said, we live on a very tight budget, and sometimes I feel like all of our hard work isn’t being rewarded the way that it should be. The truth is that we live on a very tight budget because we have been blessed enough to take care of ourselves well. We own our home, we own our cars, we are paying for our educations. All of those things are much more important to us than having extra money to spend. The most important blessings that we have are the things that we didn’t have to buy – our family, our health, the ability to work and be self-sufficient as a family. God has taken care of us through each other, and sometimes it is the bad experiences that remind me of that.

In the scheme of things, having to run to the store to buy an extra container of formula is not a big deal. At least I am able to buy formula. I am frugal about my grocery budget, but I have always been able to feed myself and my family. That in itself is a wonderful gift from God. I thank Him everyday for my home, my family, and our health. Tonight I will thank Him for the ability to put food in front of my family without having to even think about stealing from the grocery store.

So that is how I kept my s*** together today.

I wasn’t a perfect mom, but I took care of my son. While I was at work, I took care of him by making sure that he was with someone who loved him. I know that Peanut won’t remember the day that I forgot to take formula to the babysitter’s house. I know that he won’t remember the day that I accidentally washed the dishes with hand soap (yesterday…) or the days that the house wasn’t as clean as I would like it to be. I hope that what he remembers is how much his mom and dad love him and how hard we work to take care of our family.

76 thoughts on “How I Keep my S*** Together (as a Working Mom)

  1. You are so lovely, sincere and transparent. Thank you for such a genuine and heartfelt post- it helps to know there are other women trying to hold it all together:)

    • I think we could all use a little more internet honesty! It’s not easy like some people make it look to be. Parenting is absolutely wonderful…and absolutely challenging.
      Thanks for reading.

  2. I understand, even when I am a stay at home mom, we need perspective to keep our shit together. You are a great mom and some low moments are part of a good life!

    • That you for that support! All moms have their moments. Motherhood is a tough job, but very rewarding! 🙂

  3. Sometimes, it feels like the whole world is against us and nothing is going right. I think you handled the situation the best you could. You’re just a mom doing her best.

    • Thank you! Sometimes all that we can do is try our best and not make the same mistake next time.

  4. I think this is something that I would have done as well. As a mom, I can totally relate to you. At the end of the day, we’re just doing everything we can for our kids.

  5. It’s never easy. I can relate to you on this. There were definitely days like this when the twins were growing up.

    • I think we all have those days. They are rough…but we find a way to make it through.
      Thanks for reading!

  6. I’m not a parent, but I can only imagine how difficult parenting (rewarding of course) it can be. But you’re doing great in giving your child a great home and love.

  7. We have all been there and had days where they have just gone to pot but like you said we are lucky because we can feed our family, keep them warm and give them a lot of love – they are the most important things to consider. Great post #triumphanttales

  8. We beat ourselves up on a daily basis about the things we do wrong but don’t praise ourself enough for the things we do remember to do. Sounds to me like you’re doing an awesome job. Thanks so much for linking up to #TriumphantTales, we’d love to have you back next week 🙂

    • It is so true! Sometimes you just have to look back and be thankful for what you do have.
      Thanks again for stopping over. 🙂

  9. its horrible to think people are so poor they have no choice but to steal formula, when we were in college Hubby worked at a shop and saw a woman stealing nappies but let he walk out as the look on her face showed her desperation. Things like that put a bad day or week in our parenting life into perspective!
    Thank you for linking up to #TriumphantTales. I hope to see you back tomorrow

    • I can’t imagine being at that point. 🙁 I love that the diapers rewards apps will let you donate your points to provide diapers for families who can’t afford them.

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